Escape Artist

from Exist:Avail (Self-Titled) EP by Exist:Avail

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I feel so lost in the gift of anxiety
That you left behind
Did I ever thank you
And all the burdens you couldn’t hold on your shoulders
Was it easy to drop them
I will never forget when I had to grow up
Overnight and watch my whole world collapse
Life like shards of glass
Why, why, why is my family broken

It’s easier to let go
Than learning to live like this and I know
I won’t let you down, as far as I go, and I won’t let you learn the things I know
You told me once this was easily fixed, but I’m sorry
Nothing is ever enough
The way you lie, it gets underneath my skin
I’ll never live down what you’ve done
I WON’T, I WON’T
I’ll never live down what you’ve

DONE, with every move I make
Gives you a chance to judge me
Your words always cut the
DEEPEST, DEEPEST
And I’m so sick of it
Give me a second; ill prove I can be
BETTER THAN YOU
I CAN BE
BETTER THAN YOU
HONESTLY
MORE OF A MAN THAT YOU COULD EVER HOPE TO BE
SOLD IT OFF FOR JUST ONE DRINK

Say what you want, say what you will
Tell me that it’s not your fault
But I know, no matter how the chips would fall
I never walked out like, never walked out like you
Say what you want, say all you want to me
Oh no, I’ve heard this one before
And I will take no more

Because it’s easier to let go
Than learning to live like this and I know
I won’t let you down, as far as I go, and I won’t let you learn the things I know
You told me once this was easily fixed, but I’m sorry
Nothing is ever enough
The way you lie, it gets underneath my skin
I’ll never live down what you’ve done
I WON’T, I WON’T
I’ll never live down what you’ve done

I hope you found the answer at the bottom of the glass x2

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from Exist:Avail (Self-Titled) EP, released November 8, 2012

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