Name: White Noise
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Description: One of the songs we just got done recording for 2014! Enjoy

White Noise

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One of the songs we just got done recording for 2014! Enjoy

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Lately I've been wondering about,
about what you think when I'm not around,
and if you ever feel left out,
no you're not alone,
no matter what you've been told,
There's a place you can call your home,
a place where tears will never show,
but when you say "I'm not okay",
you're letting your life slip away.

you couldn't live a day in my shoes,
you think it isn't hard?
living like you're alone in a home full of hate,
a lack of will,
no urge to stay awake,
just left for dead,
by all of those around me,
no one left,
no one left to blame,
but myself.

and you tell me,
"I can't be living on my own",
"It's too much to be alone",
I can't seem to get through,
through to you,
you just tell me that,
"I can't be living on my own",
"It's too much to be alone",
I try to make a difference but I don't,
but I swear to you that you won't do this alone.

I lived my life,
second guessing myself,
thinking I'm never good enough,
my insecurities will consume my,
every thought,
I'm reaching for the life line,
where are you?
when I need you the most?
I need you.

It's easier to run away,
let your fears go and take your place,
and let the voices in your head control the life you make,
all that you do and say,
but I know of another way,
a way to bring back a smiling face,
won't you hold on tight,
and fight through this decay.

and you tell me,
"I can't be living on my own",
"It's too much to be alone",
I can't seem to get through,
through to you,
you just tell me that,
"I can't be living on my own",
"It's too much to be alone",
I try to make a difference but I don't,
but I swear to you that you won't do this alone.

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released March 8, 2014
Produced by Charlie Vela at Sound of Rain Studio

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